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I can officially say that i have not updated this god forsaken device i call i live journal in roughy a whole decade, lol, but hey in the mean i have started a new band than it broke up and than formed back the best thing in the world, it is such a nice sound, everybody adds so much to it, its like look at a beautiful women or something or beautiful man for those of you who like men, yeah which i hope is very few, i mean not that liking men is bad or anything but hey i mean you gotta like someone, but back to the new afternoon special stuff, its awesome ill tell you that much and we have a huge reunion show coming up which will take part at chandler skate park, and its on the 6th of november, and well too tell everyone, its FREE yeah thats right it is so free its as free as i am brown which is a whole crap load, but yeah i hope to see you all at the gig cause its gonna be superb, but lets talk about my summer now, it was the most eventful summer i think i have partaken in, in all of my life, i fell in love, and than we bruttaly taken out of love, formed and awesome band, who became my good friends and now they all hate me cept rick, he doesnt hate me, what is wierd tho is that i will always end up playing with same group of friends because we will always have somthing in common and that is our true love for music, i mean yeah you get those trendy kids in highschool who are like yeah im tight lets get my friends and start a crappy band wich wont go anywhere if life and it will be a super waste of time, dont get me wrong i so dig kids that wanna play music but hey you dont got to play in a band to play good music just pick up the instrument you like and have at it hoss, i thin thats awesome, but yeah i realized this summer also who my true friends are well as much as it was to hang out with sammy and elliot and everyone, they cant be my friends because they for one obviously dont like me but secondly they cant make their mind up, and well i was the same way and now im decided, i know who my true friends are, and i dont know why i tried to deny it, cause paul and lucas and doug and them will always be there for me not matter what and i dont know why i didnt see this and why i quit them and i think i am deciding finally in life what im all about along with my friend and my peers not just in social world but in everything i do, like with band andf stuff, i admit i went to my fairshare or parties this summer and i swear everyone there wa so immature and wierd i just dont understand them, i mean well i dunno i dont wanna get into it, but oh well there is nothing i can do and well frankly i dont really care cause, oh im not gonna get into but i could never hang out with anyone who i wanted to be friends wirth this summer they just arent my true friends, and im happy right now, all the peiople who made me sad this summer and hurt id like to say to them, Thanks for all your support because with out you i wouldnt have the greatness i have right now, and i would especiallly like to thank sammy and elliot for being jerks to me, thanks guys your not to reliable and well thats the beauty of it cause with out you being an ***hole to me, i wouldnt have formed back with the greatest band of all time, wich is the former AFTERNOON SPECIAL, and im so sure you guys will rock hard in your metal core band and well i cant wait for you to play your first show! rock on buddies, but yeah i dunno with all this band stuffs all im gonna say is i am happy with everthing right now, Well now rthat schools back in it has made me twice as happpy as i have been before, well the other night was sunday and i hung out with my friends sister sophia, who well i shouldt say friends sister cause she realy now just my friend so lets leave that at, i hung out wirth my friend sophia the other day, that was really fun, i hadnt seen her in soo long and i missed her so much, shes such a cool person, no joke she is, if half that girls in the world were like her, than the world would be such a better place of girls, lol yeah im goofy and tight, god im so tired right now i dont sleep good now, cause im all excited lately and its nuts to im gonna go to bed anday say this is justin saying good night!!
LOVE ALAWAYS JUSTIN MATTHEW ARGUELLEZ
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[30 Jun 2004|05:23pm] |
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yeah i know i have lacked the ability to update lately and well im sorry eveyone, ok im sorry for not updating, yeah well alot has happened in the past month or so, and in the past journals i have always gone in the chronological order of things and well this time is gonna be different, i am just gonna spit out random quotes and facts of info and no one will know what is going on it'll be like BAM or SLAP or WAM or something like thats, well. I moved YAY i know i moved finally i mean its all nice and stuff but i miss my old big house because this one is muy muy small and stuff and i feel soo wierd i had so many memories and such in that old house, my first girlfirend kissed me in that house, i had my first band practice in that house< with bad motivation back in like 7th grade, yeah thats some scary shit right there, i rekissed someone i never thought i woulld be with again let alone kiss, that was recentstuff i will get to that later, but hey alot did happen and i will not forget that, but i will forget the man who still lives in that house who i dont speak with anymore, i thin thats why moving solved all provblems except for one of them, and it saddens me when i think about them, but then i realize how he made not just mine but my moms and my brother's lives miserable, and it was so simple just addictions are hard to fix, Well lets get off this subject cause it makes me sad thinking about it lol, ahhh yes if you have not heard the good news yet, its that afternoon special is now back and we are looking to melt so fuckin faces with our hight voltage rock music, lol yes i know i am sexy as all poo, but yeah we are back and better, and also much more mature sounding, and i like to post a special message, to my man rick felske, rick dood we need you much in this band, it wouldnt be the same without you, i know u dont like playin wirth us sometimes but c'mon dood we are awesome together, me you, paul and lucas were the origainal afternoon special and we couldnt play without you and i just want you to know we are always gonna be friends no mater what dood, i got your back no matter what. Well that feels bette, rick is the man everyone i hope you all know that, and trust me im not gay, which bring me to my next point Adriana Marie Almada, well i dont wanna say to much but, i know we have always been meant to be together, we always had something special, and i know everyone out there is like oh shut up justin no ur not u dumbshit, well im sorry you feel that way and if u want please tell you because thats awfully shmucky of you to say that, yeah and well i like her alot, but as a person i love her, she is the most caring girl i know, and just ask brandon wilson he knows he has known her for so long that he assures me everyday that she likes me, its funny i never thought i would be friend with him but hey here i am, we hang all the time and we are cool and stuff now, infact hes the new member of shades of April, afternoon specials new name, yeah but back to adriana i mean i htink she likes me alot i dont think she would tell me she did all the time and call me at 1 in the morning to tell me she loved me, i just i dunno it upsets me when she gets all these guys to call her cause i know one day shes gonna forget about little justin whos and ordinary guy with an extraordinay girl under his arm kissing him all the time lol yeah well i cant say i know for sure but i know whats now and im happy now, which is wierd cause it takes mne alot to me happy, i cant say i was sad, but i just couldnt find where happiness went and finally i found with my new friends, bringing back the band, and i especially found it with adriana, god she is muy muy beautiful. but anywayz i talked to people who i didnt think i would talk to for a while, like amber bonsall, she is very cool, and i thought she hated me for the longest time but one day she imed me and wel i guess we are a ok now~! and this pleases me, well i would liek to say everyone come see afternoon special, i mean shades of april play becuase we are tight and shit! what what well this is justin matthew arguellez sayin later everyone and good night and good night again
P.S. paul dan tyler lucas justin brandon rick are going to rule the world soon
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[10 May 2004|10:14pm] |
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wow holy crap it has been a freakin long time i must say, alot of things have been going on and liek always i think i will start in chronological order. well first i have to say that my family situation hasnt been doing so well lately, and sadly my parents are going to get divorced, something i never that would have happened, i mean i see all those othwer kids whos parents didnt make it and i thought to myself wow im gonna be one of those kids i always thught about. not that they are bad i mean its a natural thing and if it happens it happens thats the way it is, it does make me a little sad but now that im older i can see why it doesnt work out, my parents have completely different views on things and it is kinda scary what goes on in this house thats no one sees and frankly it scares the fuck out of me thinkin about it. its hard to choose sides, no one gets how hard it is and being the middle of this family makes the entire burden on me twice as heavy and i don think my shoulders can hold it anymore and im gonna fall, something i dont wanna do but im gonna. thats the first majore thing that happened in the last couple months and it has been hell dealing with it, the second is simsilar but its whatupsets me most, is that my dad no longer likes my yunger brother, i think that he just doenst know how to deal with him, so he wont speak to him, and it is saddening me because i dont know how to deal with him, and i know everyones like oooo just get over it justin ur being a sissy about it, well let me tell you its fuckin hard as shit to deal with this stuff and nothing in my life is helping, there i this girl tho, shes really cool, her name is tiffany, and i do like her alot, i just dont understand hert attitude sometimes tho, when we are with eachother she is always seeimgly wanting to be with me and then when we arent with eachtother she makes it seem like she has much more immportant things to do. and that may be true and if she does than i can respect that, but just to make a point clear, i have feelings to and by toying with them it hurts my feeling alot and right now is not the time to be messing with my feelings. and i know what u r thinking, the people who are reading this journal entry of mine, ohh shut the fuck up you whiney baby stop complaining and for those kids who are too stupid to use good enlgish or arent smart, you r being to fuckin emo and ur stupid, well you know what blow me. but anywayz back to tiffany, i just think she thinks me as a secondary thing in her life and that she can just neglect me and not talk to me and just say whatever she wanrts and i wont feel pain, but i do and it sucks, the worst kind of pain is not physical pain, but the pain we feel in the heart, and she prolly doesnt mean it but she does hurt sometimes. makes u feel like ur not her priority, and if im not then i wont dwell on it too much hopefully, just move on and find someone who cares more and wants to be with me. i ahve to admit tho she has many good qualitys like she is such a god listener, and she is very attractive, infact she is beautful, and maybe thats why it hurts so much, but enough about love and myself, I have a band again its sweet we are actually getting alot done and it sounds good, the name is down on haley, you can check us out at downonhaleymusic.com we have a couple shows coming up. i feel a little wierd about this band because im not playin drums which is what i have done for the past 6 or 7 years in bands, and i mean not to be cocky but i think im doing pretty good as a key player/singer, i can express myself much better with words and its relief of my body so i dont explode. Thanks to everyone who is supporting D.O.H right now its awesome. i think i do like thi group alot better because i can be myself, with afternoon special. i felt very alien because no one in that band(cept rick) liked me very much and it felt really wierd. and now look where they have gone. not really anywhere, all god guys, but some of them need to be helped one way or another, i do miss haning out with paul tho, he was a good, no great friend, we had some good times together, and i will never forget it, but now i have made some new best frriend and yet have managed to keep the old ones to. rick felske has been my good friend for god knows how long but it has been awesome. and john brandon, ej, rick c, and tommy an everyone have become my new best friends, and its sweet cause they are all awesome guys, i have met and seen alot of new bands i have likes lately, grand ave, short bus, all good guys with god intentions and could go places. i think i have started to find myself again and realize i need to change alot and now is a good time to do it, im gonna continue with some of the old ways but gain some new ones and hopefully moving will help my life out, i live closer to john now soo that will be good for practice reasons and other things, i think im ultimately just scared of everything in like, because im growing up and its to fuckin fast
well i gotta go to bed now, good night every one!
Love and peace Justin Matthew Arguellez
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| Hey Ska, what are you doing? |
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Hey everyone, i liked to sum up my last three days as being an emotional roller coaster ride from HELL......but not a bad one actually a very very good roller coaster ride. First i would like to start from the end to the beggining of my three days and they go like this, first this satruday i woke up at about 730 and went to P.A.S. (percussive arts Society Competition) i think i did good, i was ranked number one in the drum set category which was exciting and i gotta hang out with my drum instructors scott werner, and dom moio. but i also got to meet one of the most famous and ridicoulously good drummer in the world. Walfredo Jr. I think i crapped myself when i first met him holy crap hes soo amazing if i was half as good as him i would be happy as a clam and stuff yes! but anywho that day was prolly the best day i have had in a long long long long long long long long time. after P.A.S me and john, who is always with me, diecided to go hang out with maggie, johns girlfriend, and this gil named tiffany, johns extremely pretty other friend. i had met her once before. it was kinda funny cause w a saw a really stupid movie with the rock in it and during the movie maggie was always motioning something to me i dunno and i guess it was, well it was kinda crazy and to some the rest of the story, i got to spend time with someone who is quite an awesome person and my two best friends john and maggie. and i am anxiously awaiting next fridayi hope.......well back to what i was saying infact i have not to much more to say now cause that was all that was exciting for me but i will tell you what..............
Love and Oily Men Justin Arguellez....
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First i would liketo say wow if i could emphasize on my little icon man right there i would make it say holy poop on a stick im more happy then grandma molly arf arf. anywho mean i do feel about 7000000000000 time better than i felt the last month or so, tonite i realized that i need to stop being so glum and blah because people think they r all cool and wanna talk and throw poop at me and you know what fine! i will enjoy, someone, a girlk named amber, made me realize thats yes i used to think everyone hated me and now i dont because amber slapped the light into my head like a drunk slaps a kitten, and man at first it felt all gay and stuff and now i feel about a million times better and it makes me wanna choke an elephants and then i would realize that i loved elephants and i would stop and gvie him a kiss cause i love him.......tonite was brandon wojcicks brithday and it was funny as all hell, first off we went to his house and we gave him the presents we gott him (i froze a bunch of money in some ice and then gave it to him, im sure he was thrilled) but continuing on with our story, after brandons we went to the mall for some poo dollaring fun holy crap it was great i loved it, and then we went to hooters and brandon got sung to by these chicks with large breats and yes john was looking at them non stop thatd filthy perv, im jk maggie dont listen to that, BONER! well anywho i gotta pack tonite so i can feel good for tommorow and go night night
later you fat pee pee;s
love and justin naked on tuesday/font>
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[09 Mar 2004|08:10pm] |
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ok, hi everyone long time no see , i know i havnt really said anything in awhile and well oh well illl make up for it by wirting this enormus long journal entry to everyone...hahah yeah so lets see what happened to me lately nothing really i just finished a book, the teaching of don juan. it was about this man who studied an indian for a long time and asked him to teach him peyote, which is a secret indian art that not to many people take part in because it soo difficult to stay sane while doing this, but anywayz the indian dan juan, who was native to mexico, says oh what the shit ill teach u peyote and soo pretty much this guy just gets wacked out of his mind twice a week, wow pretty cool huh.....im going on a trip with percussion, which i am not looking forward to at all cause its gonna be fuckin gay as hell, first of all i dont really like anyone in percussion and second of all, i dont like or feel confident with the peice we r playin, yanni can blow my left testicle im serious ahhh, but fuck i dont care really its god expirience to play and well yeah im gay and all. lets see what else i have been doing lately, ah yes now i remeber i whole ot of nothing(i havnt got to the exciting part yet. i havnt really had time to write so i am making up for it by writing in this thar journal lol) i am now gonna lecture on how can humans be trusted or can humans not be trusted. and my small study has shown, well obviously that no humans cannot be trusted i mean fuck i cant even trust myself to do things thats pittiful but thats life and we all are just gonna have to deal with it and that we all should know its life. Another thing that has reminded me that humans(including myself) are untrusorhty bastards is that in this play we r reading, a midsummers night dream, these four characters just go back and fourth loviing eachother that it makes me wanna shit my pants a whole lot and im kinda sick of it, but the whole concept of the fairies is cool and all it kinda bring my sprirts up a small step from where they were originally at, but anywho, moving on along in the chronological order of how things happened. next in my life i got a very unsuspectiong call from someone i havnt seen in a long time. it was my dear friend paul ritchie. and he tells me that he wants to get afternon special together and finally show arizona what music all about and i said hell yeah of course now im glad that we have the band back together its just a matter of doing it and keeping the music going and for me thats no problem. you know what else people have been doing lately is talking behind my back i mean i dont realy mind but i wish people would be open more and i wish ythat people could just be like justin hey this is what i think and here you go instead of ooo i m goona giggle to one of my friends ooo justin a fag, or justin has no musical talen or justin broke my whatever, i just wish people would tell me so i know and i dont walk around like an idiot and people are like ooooo tight justin tight, next event brings me to tonite. tonite i had a percussion concert, it was magnifecently gay and i obsolutely hated it, except for my two good and true friends were there john blades and brandon wojcick, they are the excpetion to the humans cant be trusted, cause soo far i have trusted them....hahah for brandons birth day, we r gonna freeze his presents in the some ice and then give it to him and ina bucket of ice so he will have to lick it off and then get whats inside hahah wow im soo cool with ideas like these and i frankly think i am a genius, and i must add that i hate mrs varela shes a stupid fat whore and if i had a rock i would throw it at here face and cure it of ugliness. hahaha wow i feel so much better getting that out of my system infact i better go because i have some gay hw to do for you gusees queen of ugly herself mrs varela
PEACE THE Shit Out
justin arguellez the one u o so much love and adore if u were gay
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| you know i have not even written in so long.......... |
[08 Feb 2004|08:53pm] |
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Like i said up top over there yeah i havnt really written in this blasted thing in very long and qwell i hope you all just touch my butt, yeah thats right touch my butt, but on a brighter notice, i havnt done much, we have done alot of practice and i think we have a set band now, so i can stop writing in my journal about the music situation with me. right now im watchin the karate kid, i never realized how sweet of a movie it was until i actually watched it lol. yeah im tight like that. haha we just found out mr miyagi doesnt speak english, wow im such a dummy i cant believe that, it kind of gives me a boner jk haha. yeah wow what a day i have had never realized how funny the 80's were until today and well, yeah i just never realized. i have this funny pictue pf my buddy lucas rogers, he is standing in front of the sun and in a way he looks like jesus. i mean im not trying to be blasphumus if thats how you spell it, but yeah he does i.m. me if you wanna see this picture, its kind of cute like a pony or a mitten or somethin?.....................i did alot of practicing today also, of a couple things i practiced trumpet for like and hour in the morning and then practiced some drums stuff for about an hour at night. it was nice, it made me feel important and squiggly and such, i have kinda been sad lately too, amber seems like she is always mad at me and well its upsetting in its own strange way. and i dunno what i did, well whatever it was im sorry. i think next saturday is valentines day, ergg. im so terrible and buying presents for people and stuff, it scares me. i heard this hilarious quite from, you guessed it Family Guy, Peter was like, i had a dream where i was a retired umpire who started a bar,........at the center of the earth, lol funnys friggin thing i have ever seen in my entire life except for porno with midgets and black albinos, yeah and no im not racist at all.well anywho this weekend i hung out with john blades and brandon wojick, we went and saw lake shore drive. i mean yeah i dont usually like bands of their genre, but i must say they are definetly one of the more talented bands i have seen.......i also saw scary kids scaring kids and district 28, which are other bands i like. all the new wave popo punk music has been pissing me off and frankly was sick of it but seeing these bands changed my view of things liek that......Holy crap this kid on karate kid just broke his leg and then got back up and kicked this kids ass hard, it was pretty sweet stuff like a FOX!. whoa man i gotta fix these outbursts of mine and if this guy on karate kid cheats one more time im gonna be pissedd, and if my phone rings on more time im gonna kill it............hold on i am now gonna kill the phone because it it ringing and yes i am now pissed, GO KARATE KID!.............Sweet jesus. the karate kid one the tournament, it was SAweet as an old friend of mine would say....well i think im gonna go now im kinda tired and sleepy and all those nice things all at the same time and well all i can say to the world now is goodnight BItcheS!!!!
love peace and oily men who touch other oily men and Good Night
HOLY Crap Burt Reynolds! Wooo wooooooo
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| Well roll me in shit and dip me in bread crumbs? |
[03 Feb 2004|08:23pm] |
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Hi, kids today was an odd day, and well it consisted of a few partsm the waking up, the going to school, the being sad cause ur freind is mad at you, and the blah blah i think im gay part. yeah sucks balls doesnt it, im just kidding bu t everything went fairly well except for when me and rabekah were wrestling and running the hall way after aschool and i accidently tri[[ed her and she broke her good sun glasses, i feel really bad cause she was upset, and well i love rabelah shes soo funny and Well shes fuckin hilarious and id do alot for her and i dont want her to be mad at me, i love relationships in my life and alot of different, i mean of course i Feel for amber, i mean thats obviuosly, she can have me rain or shine, but rabekah has also been thee for me alot and today made me think about that, and by the way do u think just for the rest of this year you could call me my poppadopolis? just for a little while, and zach mayfield can be webster??
llove and good night Justin!
ps i can see your nipples
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| Im a Skat man, babababa bee bop bo bodda bo. |
[29 Jan 2004|07:29pm] |
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Holy poop on a stick, these last couple of days have been more crazy then a ted louis!.....yeah i have done so much crap lately. it hasnt even been funny, first i had to go to this super long metting thing with my mom about my family life and stuff it was good i guess we just sat there and talked about how i was and how i wasnt doing anything right. and the second thing it i havnt really been doing much hw lately and its starting to reflect my grade but you know what its no bigge cause ill just start doing it aagain and have better grades yo, and the third fourth fifth sixth and pretty much everything else has been super super busy. with this new group and every thing, getting the stuff for us together, and the last thing was that i kinda ditched doing my hw one night and made a keytar for the band also its pretty tight i just too some screws and duck tape to an old casio keyboard and whallah....a keytar HOT DAMN! yes, and i was watching this episode of cribs with some basketball player from chicago on it. and well you know your gay when all you talk about is your house being one giant boys club lol, yeah he was definetly on the homoerotic side of the spectrum. thats about all the tv i have had time to watch, tonite which is thursday we practiced like the crazy bafoons we are and aloha to that.........anticipation right now because amber is asking her pa to unground her hehehe uh cool....yes alter ego boy it is very cool kinda like a pony cool or like the hippo cool. yeah well i think im gonna bounce now its been a hard 3 days all you crackas heh heh heh heh later and goodnight!
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| Ill be your pine if you be my apple, and maybe someday we can bare fruit |
[25 Jan 2004|07:05pm] |
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wow, sorry i havnt written in this journal in awhile, i have been neglecting it alot, crap but yeah this weekend was fun except for the fact that i was not able to see my amber...it was sad. but yeah this weekend i htink i jammed hard with the best group of musicians yet. they were luke burba (bass guitar), zach burba (the keyboard and keytar) me, justin, on the drums, Lucas rogers (trombone), doug bollig (trumpet), Dana johnson and aurthor (guitar), matt bonamo (alto Sax), David ross (vocals and Tenor Sax, and that was it and trust me we rocked hard as all hell, ask val and sarah they were there, val of course took pictured arf. well anywayz, i have been listening to alot of streetlight manifest lately and its been pretty bone didlee like a fox.........they are such a talented group of x catch 22 members. but serious each person in that band plays at least two or more instruments thats fuckin ridiculous. But yeah back to my thoughts on life, suprisingly life has gotten a shit load better in the last 2 weeks, for a couple reasons mainly, one is because well of course amber she has made me soo happy, another is the starting of a new band kind of, i mean we wanna be serious but we gotta start practicin alot, our official name now is the maricopa county festival singers. thanks to zach who thought that name up, i never realized it but zach is a really good volcalist and so is david i always thought there stuff was wierd, but it isnt its actually very creative, and also zach plays keys pretty damn well fo as crazy as he gets hahah, same with matt, hes an excellent sax player but i think hes ust a little shy, also im kinda bummed dana;s not gonna be able to play hes a superb guitarist, same with arthur, i dont think i have had a more solid tempo since, well i dunno, but we will find another guitarist. its gonna rock, i mean im bummed that as broke up, but also im kinda glad in an odd way because now i have a chance to play with more musicians, and its funny because no one at school really knows good talent i mean there are a shit load of kids who play instruments but, i dunno and when someone is talented people think they suck like arthor, hes a very good player, despite what anyone says, i mean i have played with alot of people in my days and hes probably the most solid one. well this weekend im gonna head on out to minder binders to see, the "Suburban Legends" along with star pool and of course one of my all time favorites, the dietrichs, they are very good people especially there singer, i love that lady as much as i love taffy, its kinda funny one time me and david went and saw them at the club house, and when they finishded one of their last songs we went and gave her a hug, and it turns out her husband saw us ans was like whoa, and i guess she thought we were really cute tho, shes a cool person, if ur not doing anything this weekend go see that, it gonna be an awesome show, well i think its about time i go now, i gotta do some crap and junk and what not adios everyone night p.s. amber i wuv you
LOVE JUSTIN everyones bitch
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| Today, today was a good day, i didnt even have to use my A.K. |
[22 Jan 2004|07:05pm] |
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Wozers bo nidlee doo da day! hows it goin folks today consisted of some funny things hahah har har har ho ho ho, but yeah so like im doing shakespear in the ass right and he like starts reciting poetry, and im like ye ole fag! arf arf, today was a day where i talked to people i havnt in awhile, and i read some interesting poetry today, and on top of that i learned about ho chi mahn or however u spell it from a good friend garret it was pimp didlee! yaeahahahah kljglfkdgjldgfk soo yeah people i realized that have been nice to me no matter what were(this is after i read the poetry) well i know amber cares about me, becca t. and of course rebekah, its kinda sad that i lost some friends and i realized that friends who i thought were friends arent really friends. if u get what i am sayin? if not im sorry, well i thinnk my head has hurt lately because of a lack of calcium or something, thats what my mother says, it was funny, today my mom told me amber had called and i was like Ok crackA! and she had a piano student who was older over and she like gave me a sneer like no other! i was like NIGGA PLEASE... hah jk jk yeah but im gonna bounce like a fat kid in a game of dodgeball, and say PEACE! crackidy crack crack! aight! love always justin ps...amber i wub you
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| im soo alone, i dont have no home, so when you gonna bring you sweet love home to me |
[21 Jan 2004|07:03pm] |
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Well, today was interesting, i thought i had certain friends but i guess they arent, and well i would like to say im sorry you guys, i guess its your loss your great guys but i guess we werent meant to be friends, well anywho i feel better now tho. i talked to this guy named dana (i think thats how you spell it) who plays the guitar and we were talkin about doin the jam sometime like this weekend, i have heard he is pretty good, and also we have luke burba who might hit up the bass for us! hot didlee doooo. well any i have a couple goals for the rest of this year 1: is to get good grades and go on to summer school, my second goal is to have a good band together or at least a good group of friends i can jam with who wanna jam with me. and my third goal is to punch ben curcio in his head, that boy says alot of crap he cant back up and well im not usually a mean person but that small peckered guy has got it coming if he doesnt shut his big yap (glove slap baby glove slap)and maybe if he says sorry i will forgive him! ole! well anywho i went to ambers house today, it was El funo! we watched a queer queer movie where peopel got dressed up like bunny's and then killed ole! i walked there, i mean to her house and it was way worth the 30 min walk, just cause i like seeing her soo much! anywho! i think ill be bouncing now cause i got more of the hw to do Ciao Roiberto! Ole again
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| Gandarno el Bichito you slappy wag (give me a beer, you slappy wag) |
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hot didly doo guess what i did today! i got a 21 inch tube rammed down my throat yeah that was fun, i didint go to school tho because i was too tired, i did miss amber tho, it was sad i to tell her something important, but i will have to save it for tommorow, hehehhe abuh! i did some meditating a whole shit load of tea drinkin and some other various stuff and such ehh...wel anywho im gonna ghead out now over and
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| Pony time? |
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Hmm im sittin here next to paul naked? no not naked? and i am also on the phono with el ambero And im having a hot didlee doo of a good time! weeeeeee and well i think i have practice today and if rick doesnt come ill have to crap my pants alot ok yeah im gonna crap! poop? ambers tight! yeah pony time i dont know what to put and im a big dumb face! weeeee lalalalalalalala i hope that you will all come to our show yak! its at minder binders and well we are playin with star pool and the suburban legends...........
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